Watch out for bees

A practice while I get back on the horse.

An emotional support horse

What's your name?

Emotional Support Horse

What's your job?

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1726603695

got turned around

now i'm lost and nowhere to be found

i'm all alone in the woods

and

i heard a noise

is it in my head or are they following me

not as alone as i thought

no

hope it's not too late to go back

hope it's not too late to turn back

dream the same dream every night

i hope it's not too late to turn back now

no no 

i can't take back what i said last night

and another morning brings me back to life

i never seem to take my own advice

and another morning, it's another morning 

i can't forget we only live one life 

and you only get one chance to make it right

and i swear to you next time i'll get it right

make it up to you, in another life

I might have seen this in a dream

the way the galaxy would crest behind you

existence bursting at the seam

so it seems

 

i might have lived another life

these waking visions of the past are haunting 

an alternate reality

so it seems

bright lights pass on the road

i'll break out of the mold

hope i'm not making a mistake

distant stars flash above

were you ever in love

don't follow me, let me escape

i'm in a doorway

don't know if i should come in

don't want it your way no

don't know what mood i should be in

practice patience with myself

i'm apprehensive

i haven't been this far before

try to repress it

i've never been so vulnerable

practice patience with myself

and all that im asking

yeah all that i'm asking 

is you have some patience too

underestimated

i put my trust into myself

overcompensated

i wanna make you come alive

practice patience with myself

and all that im asking

yeah all that i'm asking 

is you have some patience too

and all that im asking

yeah all that i'm asking 

is you have some patience too

So I meant to work in the city theme to the versed but ran out of time! enjoy

cause your the secret is out in the open

threw your clothes out in the ocean

i don't want i'm sorry from you

i don't want reconciliation

now ive got a new fixation

i'm getting even this time 

yeah, cause it's like that

Happy 13 years Ramaniscence :)

i never thought it could be like this

never thought it would happen to me

one in a million 

you're

one in a million to me

let's get you rolling

got all them wheels

i can't believe what you think

a doorway could lead you to me

looking around you  

and all that i see is

wheels, wheels, wheels

you know its got to be wheels

I am sailing on a boat

and im here with my husband

we went on an adventure

together 

 

yes i'm sailing on a boat

i was here with my husband

i can't find him now

because he

  

might have fallen off the boat

i might have pushed him off the boat

he just might not be on the boat

i can't explain what happened

did i kill him with a gun

did i kill him just for fun

dont remember cause my husbands

at the bottom of the ocean

guess i'll just go home alone

cause i'm not with my husband

im starting an adventure

alone because

Running out of time

waiting forever to align

i can't stop this life

part of me e e e

Running wild and free

wanting forever to be me

i can't stop this need

part of me e e e

we were young in love

we knew it all

and if i had to do it all again

i'd say no, no

were too young to know

too dumb to think

and if i had a chance i would say no

run away

Is she worth the risk?

Lost to the ages
How many scholars read
your works

File me away
How many eyes have read
yours words

Knowledge from another time
How many times ive asked to read between the lines
he flipped through my pages
my bindings come undone
my bindings come undone

My reflection's calling out

through the surface, only truth i see

 in this silver labryinth

through the twisted looking glass i see

My reflection's crying out

below the surface, drowning in the sea

 in this silver labryinth

in this twisted false reality

Something about holding my breath? IDK

delicate you breathe me in

when did i let this begin

take a breath

take a breath

Arcana dropped in my stream and we did a quick collab! Arcana on guitar solo and male vocals :D

Twitch stream here

its only temporary
so they said
i'm waiting for my judgment
so you said

I'm filled with all my secrets
I keep them to myself
I'm waiting for my judgment
ooohh

i'm hidden in this limbo
ohhh
im waiting for salvation
ohhh

Tell me all your secrets
I'll keep them to myself
I'm waiting for my judgment
ooohh

lost in the space between
you and me
in purgatory

tethered to you
can anybody hear me
can anybody hear me

drawn to the world that keeps
you and me
in purgatory

tethered to you
can anybody hear me
can anybody hear me

Seasons change

Buildings fade away

to nothing

The only thing thats sure

Is nothing lasts

lasts forever

Nothing in this world 

Nothing in this world

lasts forever

Over and over and over again

Over and over again

Driving around

yeah the night is still young 

driving around cause tonight 

im looking for fun

looking for someone

Driving around

yeah the night is still young 

driving around cause tonight 

it doesn't have to be right

but baby we still got time

till the sun comes up

Worked more on my Week 5 90MC, Perfect Love!

shower my devotion
cause we got a perfect love
radiate my energy yeah
we got a perfect love
promise to myse lf that we
got a perfect love
eeyeahhh


love was meant for us
cause we got a perfect love
radiate my energy yeah
we got a perfect love
promise to myse lf that we
got a perfect love
eeyeahhh

sweet and simple
the way i think of you is complicated

hidden window
maybe i could give you one more chance

dangerous and complicated
dont know just how far we'd make it
your heart is locked and its not funny

it's some thing old, and something older
thats what everybody told her
dangerous and shallow bout your money

I went with definitions, a perfect beam of energy & tulips representing perfect love in flower language, well they just went hand in hand!

 

you and me

used to be

always and forever

you and me

could always be

devoted to forever

our parallel devotion

our harmony emotional

yeah

 

shower my devotion to you

got a perfect love

radiate my energy yeah  

we got a perfect love

promise to myse lf that we

got a perfect love

eeyeahhh

 

no i dont mind im spending time with you

even though the ghosts of your past shine through

we never needed a hero
away from it all it's a modest living
and if there ever would be a problem
wed solve it by ourselves

so take your ruckus and go
the world outside can be unforgiving
so just don't cause any probems
we can handle it ourselves

but fate's got another idea
the winds of change have brought you to me
you came crashing into my world
you came crashing in

trial by fire 

drown me in raindrops 

i can't understand without you 

 

drowning in moonlight 

wings of desire

i haven't moved on without you

High tide is rolling in

and I'll predict your mood

Hidden in plain sight

Overshadowed, rolling over me

 

Drawn in your undertow

and i'll expect your mood

waiting for the tide to pass

invisible until you set me free

Twitch vod

This precious thing
slipping through our hands
something we lost long ago
temporary kings
rulers of the land
don't know what took you from me

Accidentally recreated the GBA startup sound

 

I tried to understand you, love

imagine how you felt

I tried to do my best

had to second guess myself

 

I tried to make it happen love

i thought that y ou were right

i had to do whats best

i guess i h a  to save myself, myself

 

fall into a pattern when you think no one is listening

integrity is what you do when no ones watching you

it all comes back to bite you in the end

and no one will be sorry for you

 

 

I've got no season to change

i've got no reason to think i'm growing

it's gonna move either way

i've got no path but the winds still blowing

 

I feel resistant to change

it feels like heaven and earth are moving

it's gonna go either way

we're sailing north the horizons looming  

 

 

it's hard to  know your future

when you don't know where youre from

and i know i must have looked a thousand times  

 

it's hard to move it forward

with the secret i have inside

and i know i've got to leave it all behind

 

 

you've got to be  

true to you

and let it go

i don't care

if the whole world knows

i've got to let it show

 

take this trouble

and watch it burn

it's no long  

-ger my concern

if the entire world knows

i've got to let it show

 

 

we've got to make the future

when we forge it for ourselves

and i know i must have tried a thousand times  

 

and i've got to move it forward

with the beast i have to hide

and i know i've got to lea ve it all behind

chill beats to walk through the snow to

 

i don't have the vision  to see

hidden in the castle, in the breeze

luminous and f rigid

you're cold in my eyes

 

i don't have the means to break free

locked inside your castle, deep freeze

shivering and frostbit

i'm frozen inside

 

it's been so many years

since i have seen your face and

you're putting all my fears to rest

 

it's been so quiet here

out on the outer edge

yes i've been lonely, i confess

 

abandoned and alone

out in the frigid wastelands

your presence is a welcome guest

 

it's been so many years

do you remember me?  

now i must put you to the test

 

and if it's really you, you'd know

the pain you caused, when you  

marooned me  

left to die :) in outer space :) alone :) :) :)

she doesn't say hello

but I can see the secret message

i know that you must know

h ow bad im wanting you

 

you could tell me no

but i can read between the lines

i know that you won't tell

but i know the truth

 

i know she thinks of me just as much as i am thinking of her

can't waste my time with someone else

i know she's lying when she says she doesn't want me at all

one day i know she will  be mine

 

vote jarski #1

 

when i close my eyes

you ask me not to sleep

the best is yet to come

 

sinking deep into

our lost philosophy

we've only just begun

the best is yet to come

Twitch VOD

splashing sunrise

breathe the water in till its

become my own

become my own

 

thoughts are empty

sinking

diving deeper into  

the unknown

to the unknown

 

feel my  

water splash against my skin and

sunrise with me

feel my

water slowly sinking in and

sunrise with me

more fun with harmor! 

Twitch VOD, thanks to all who watched!

go back to the earth

return to where we came from

no matter your worth

we all return to dust

 

where you are

what you do

who you've been

doesn't matter in the end

unknown i lay

beneath a bed

of undergrowth

 

i lie alone

and keep my treasure for myself

 

unknown I lie

to you my life

you'll never know

 

you'll never find me  

you'll never know

 

 

 

I tried to show you who I am  

Will my reflection tell the truth

 I'll hold this power over you

i need your guidance to suppress my will from overtaking you

 

it's what i am

you'll guess, i'll never tell

invite me in

to stay with you

forever more

 

i know you've figured out by now

i can't suppress my nature, you're in danger

get out while you can

 

we'll find a meaning in ourselves

 

every day without you is a challenge

every day i miss you more and more

 

i cannot stop my life from moving

every day i'm further from the goal

 

and i

can't help

but discover  

a meaning for it all

 

and i

can't help  

but discover  

a meaning for ourselves

 

Twitch VOD

it's time to make a change

i can see it every day

the casual way you say my name

 

 

i can feel it in the way

the seasons seem so unafraid

 

they move without

direction, instruction

without fear

without you,  

and we can live without you

My theme: 🧲💩🏁

 

they say opposites attract

it' s more likely than you know

when you crossed the finish line

I couldn't bear to tell  you no

 

they say opposites attract

and you'll hear it every time

when you reversed polarity

i found you at the starting line

 

 

when you pull us apart

and you stick us together

and you pull us apart

and you stick us together

these lonely days

desperate to get away

these lonely days alone

 

these joyless days

dismal in every way

these joyless days alone

 

and when you light up my days

it's clear

and when you light up the fog

so near

it's like you lift up the weight on my heart

and the feeling inside subsides

 

and when you light up my nights

it's clear

and when you turn up the lights

so near

it's like you lift up the weight on my heart

and the feeling inside subsides

there's trouble in the water

it's a shame that you don't know

there's trouble with the purpose

discovering the  secret depths below

 

we're surrounded by the darkness

it's a shame you'll never know

one move is all it takes to harm us

is it worth it to discover what's below

do not deny me

keep me closer than they know

do not deny me

keep me locked inside your heart where we can be together

 

sprinkle a little a-love

 

are you out here

can you hear me

i've been waiting for a lifetime

hear me call you

will you guide me

back to life

 

are you out here

will you hear me

i've been waiting for a lifetime

hear me call you

won't you guide me back to life

back to life

bring me down to barebones

strip me to the minimum

troubleshoot the issues of my life

 

factory reset me

find the secrets in my root

isolate the virus in my mind

 

there's no turning back

you're in it now

there's no escape from what you've done

what you've unlocked

is now exposed

you must face  

what you've become    

(there 's no turning back)

 

Hello I am super late

so now you're free

you're on your own

you don't have me to hold you down

just remember the way that you told me you wanted this too

 

so now you're free

you're by yourself

you can't blame me or someone else

just remember the times that i told you i wanted this too

 

it's time to prove

(don't let me down)

your time to choose

(don't let me down)

to make it right

 

i'm on my knees

(don't let me down)

i'm begging please

(don't let me down)

let's make it right

 

 

Sorry y'all i'm super late!!
Twitch recording here: https://www.twitch.tv/videos/723632259

whisper here
alone i can't hear you
whisper here
where have you gone

silent fear
alone i can't hear you
i'm alone
what have you done

if you'll come through for me
then i can let it go
give you one more chance
to make it right

if you'll be true to me
then i might let it show
give me one more chance
tonight

i'm diving

under the waves

try to catch me there

 

Hastily streamed to twitch as well.

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/716605326

i made my way above the earth where you can't hear me

no you can't hear me  

now

 

i raised my voice above the earth, why can't you hear me

why can't you hear me

now

 

lowered to a whisper  

gliding through the clouds

no you can't hear me

now

 

i'll raise my voice above the earth, why won't you hear me

you have to hear me

now

 

I streamed this because im a masochist https://www.twitch.tv/videos/709582423

you saw the secret in my heart

you waited till i fell apart

pick up my pieces be my guide

 

i kept a secret in my heart

i couldn't bear to be apart

from the beast i had inside

 

you saw the secret in my heart

while i completely fell apart

anxiety intensified

 

 

hang it up now

leave it home

 

 

 

your heart is full of good intentions

but you're guided on  

a path to hell

to hell

 

your heart is and good and i am breathless

but it is way too soon

fo me t tell

to tell

 

focus your strength

come through

focus on me

and you

 

One of these days I am going to make cookies

i feel like we're running in spirals

feel like we're drowning in silence

feel like we're running in spirals

 

and i feel like its starting to surface

meanwhile discovering your purpose

feel like we're running in spirals

 

la la la la la la la

 

 

 

i've got to prove it

you've got to choose it

i've got to move it on

 

you've got to choose it

your chance to prove it

i've got to move it on

 

how do you expect to

keep this under the covers

now that you want me to

keep this under the covers

the battle's just begun the war i keep inside

i'll keep it secret from you,  

keep it for myself

 

and when you're out of sight is when

my life begins,

i'll keep it secret from you,

keep it for myself

 

the more i hide from you, the more i keep inside

i'll keep a secret from you,

keep it for myself

 

and when i'm all alone

is when my life begins

i'll keep a secret from you,

keep it for myself

sweet like candy on your lips and on your tongue

sweet like girls that taste like sugar and have fun

sweet like honey, sugar can I please have some

sweet like candy on your lips and on your tongue

 

ba ba ba ba ba ba

ba ba ba ba ba ba

 

this is a song about fuccbois i guess

 

i only came here for a good time bby

i didnt come here for a talking to

 

i'm only out here for a good time bby

easy to say no no no thank you

 

but here you are up in my face

i can't help but express myself and

 

i only came here for a good time bby

i didnt come here for a talking to

 

theres a wish inside my heart that i could blow you away

theres a wish inside my heart that i could blow you away

small boats

 

small boats

small boats yeah

i'm finding my way

.

the tide rolls in the verdicts out

it's too much trouble, too much trouble to talk about

she took my hand said it's alright

how bout we watch the waves tonight

:)

 

i thought we met before

the feel of fingertips are on my skin

and fading like a ghost of memory

 

i thought we met before

forgetful demon slithered in my life

you'll bend but will not break me

 

i can't forget before

your fingertips are on my skin

and burning like a brand  

upon my flesh

 

i can't forget before

regretful demon whispered in your ear  

you'll bend but will not break me

 

 

lofi did well for me last week, i think i already made a song with these words but reduce reuse recycle!

 

i can't explain why

i ever thought

that you and me could ever happen

 

i can't explain why

i'm not a thought

inside your head

i guess i'll have to

 

drift away

away

i said a lil prayer to the rendering gods, let's hope it worked

 

this love this love

is bittersweet

this love this love

this love is is killing me

 

this love this love

is bittersweet

this love this love

your love is is killing me

 

hold me too close  

in a jar

suffocate me

 

hold me too close

when the lights

go out

forever

 

hold me too close  

in a jar

suffocate me

 

hold me too close

when the lights

go out

forever

I felt like the lines were lying to me!

he says

that it was only a kiss

why are you feeling like this

why are you feeling like this

 

he says

that it was hit and miss

and now you're feeling like this

but you know something's amiss

 

 

it never seemed that much to me

i missed you from the day i met you

kissed you cause the way i get you

 

now it seems you're part of me

was dehydrated now i'm living

thirsty for the love you're giving

 

but now you've been so cold to me

i start to second guess myself

are you the one that's best for me?

 

frozen to the core  

not sure you're what i'm looking for

is it too late for you to change for me?

 

i'm thirsty for you

a glass of you  

and nothin' else will do

got a place i can call home
gonna handle on my own
it's time- for me- to move
out by myself and i said

i got a handle it myself
won't take help from someone else
time to start another chapter
in my life i said

borrow time
youre the one i'm waiting for and
you're the one i'm patient for i'll
i'll borrow time tonight

wasting time
you're the one i'm waiting for
you're the one i'll waste it for i'll
waste with you tonight

Practicing some trancin'!

i don't wanna pull you under
don't pull me underwater
don't wanna know the truth

i don't want to pull you further
don't pull me underwater
cause i can't stand the truth

you wont even look at me anymore
block my calls and walked out that open door
how am i supposed to know
so how am i supposed to know

i don't know the truth from you anymore
different person from who you were before
how am i supposed to know
so how am i supposed to know

Sampled OHC591 "Running Out"

got in a fight with my computer and ran out of time, there should be drums but that's the way the compo crumbles

test my strength
i fear you
more than you could fear me too

hold me tight
we're drowning
don't slip away
and leave me be

i'll wait for you
to sink below
the cresting tide of oceans blue

until you're still
to move no more
a test of time now you are mine

test your luck
i dare you
you cannot fathom what i know

watch me close
you're drifting
away from everything you know

i dont want to hurt you
anymore, anymore

wish i knew the reason why
why you treat me like you do
i just wanna say goodbye
get my closure from you

try me, i know you think i won't believe.

try me, i know you think i won't believe.

so once there was a time we were together
or was this all a game to you
i know that i deserve an explanation
cause losing me's a shame for you

so was i ever in the running for your love
i think it's all the same to you
it feels like you were playing all along
i think you never follow through
and losing me's a shame for you

i had a question and i
want to know
i want to hear it from you

i had a question and i
need control
i want to hear it from you

does it feel right to you

it's easy when i go unnoticed
the influences on your tongue
a silent whisper, a moments notice
another moment and she's gone

i'm running out
of time
running out of patience dear
i'm running from all the things you said
you never knew that hurt

i'm running out
of time
running out of patience dear
i'm running from all the things you said
i'm running out of here
i'm running out

the city's haunted without you
no reckless force to guide me
the rain is pounding at my side
a drumming melody

and i am haunted without you
and i'm reminded of your shape
it doesn't matter where i go
let me escape

I see you
everywhere i go
i can not
escape your ghost
i can't not
remember you

I see you
everywhere i turn
i can not
escape your words
i can't
remember you

what a mess they've made of you
it's almost like you want it
it's almost like you want them to

and what a mess you've made of me
it's almost like you want it
did you forget i wanted you?

is it for the best if i ignore you
is it for the best if i deny
is it for the best if i pretend
they didn't ruin you

is it by request that you ignore me
is it by request that you deny
is it for the best if i pretend
they didn't ruin you

over and over we tried
swallowed you whole with your pride
i'm out here living my life
wondering if you're even alive

Snow made me want to light a fire!

i don't expect him to run away
i don't expect him to hide from the things i'd say
the things i'd say

i won't expect him to run away
i won't expect him to hide from the things i'd say
the things i'd say

it burns me up when he tears you down
cause he tears you down
and i'll tear him down
i'll tear him down

i'll burn him up if he tears you down
i'll burn him down
i'll take him down
i'll take him down

sry got a little angsty??

he thinks he's better now
he thinks he'll always know how
he thinks he's devious
instead she sees through him now
instead she sees through him now

thinks it's not obvious
that she can't see his disguise
he thinks he's devious
he didn't think she'd grow wise
he didn't think she'd grow wise

i'm not impressed
by your behavior no
by your demeanor no
i'm not impressed

i'm not impressed
when you're insulting her
when you're demeaning her
i'm not impressed

i guess i'm
more than a little bit surprised
the way you witness me
frozen to my core and
hypnotized

a little bit posessed
the way you seem to freeze me into place and
i'm immobilized


a little bit surprised
the way you witness me
frozen to my core and
hypnotized

a little bit posessed
the way you seem to freeze me into place and
i'm immobilized

i didn't think you could
the way you summoned me
frozen to your bed
and paralyzed

a little bit possessed
the tender way you touch my body
steal my heart
i'm compromised

you've got me down on my knees
pray blasphemous
witness me praying to you

trying to teach a lesson to myself
too cold to let me in
too hurt to breathe again

you never told me what i did to you
you never told me what i meant to you

Do you talk to yourself while compoing? While recording the four vocal tracks i was talking to myself. Here are the lessons I rambled on about:

Lesson 1: Autotune will fix it. Always.
Lesson 2: Background noise? Who cares? I don't. It's OHC just get it done!!
Lesson 3: Layers. Layers? More layers. It's winter, after all.
Lesson 4: When in doubt, belt it out! At least that's what my choir teacher told me.

Thanks for your participation :)

when i wake up tomorrow
will you be my side?
will you leave in the night
like you've got something to hide

so when i wake up tomorrow
i wanna know you'll be there
am i losing you, did i lose you baby
or are you finding yourself out there

slow down
and stay with me
slow down
relax with me

I never knew that u felt that way bby
i never knew
never knew u felt that way

I think i had a song called circles before but ya know what? that's coo. Monet painted those haystacks like a hundred times.

you got me running in circles
thinking bout all the things that have
happened to me in my life
running in circles
wondering if what could be
this time round
if the timing is right
i'm running in circles
hoping this fragile thing
that's between us
could blossom and grow
running in circles
in the courtyard
outside in that dress
where we danced long ago, oh

You told me I'd better give up while i'm ahead
cause you know i could never survive

You told me I'd better give up before i'm dead
cause i'll never get out alive

hay guise i did a compo

not my best work but that's what happens when you don't compo every week
friends don't let friends skip compo!

i'm not so fragile that her breath
blows me away
i must protect my heart
live another day
is it complacency that
threatens me to stay
but i would not have it
any other way

Come for the house, stay for the secret ending

the way you play has gotten old
and i am strong
alone

the way you feel out of control
and i have changed
alone

you're a stranger to me now
so different from the man you remind me of
of a ghost come from my past
unwelcome from the life you remind me of

do you remember who we were
the night when we first met
those days are gone

you were forgotten and obscured
your true identity
those days are gone

tell me how i should go on
and live my lonely life

hay guys its been over a year since i did anything music sooo i made one instrument and ran out of time! :)

I have not compoed in ten thousand years. accept my humble entry.

idk man

sup guys it's been a while

cream
cream cream


cream

bleh
accidentally wrote cry me a river
whoopsie

If he's gone, who do I bring it out for

no i ain't playin for her

i was totally going to do a song without vocals but i forgot how.

zeeky boogy doog

believe me

waddup

i took the easy way out
the way to get away from you
i took the first chance i saw
to undistort my point of view

right away
i knew
what i'd lose if i followed you
what i'd lose if you found me helpless
im slipping away and im barely conscious

right away
i knew
what i'd lose if i followed you
what i'd lose if i followed you
what i'd lose if i followed

yeah dont do it
yeah

did you think it was coincidence
strangely meeting you like this
did you think about the consequence
the weight and binding of our kiss

did you realize the innocence
agreed to lose a deal like this
did you realize the consequence
the weight and binding of our bliss

enjoy yourself you've got it all for now
the promise that you made...
enjoy yourself you've got it all for now
it looms for you ahead

oh babe its killing me
draw a line so i can see
exactly where me and you and you and me should be
your words could steady me
draw a line so i can see
exactly where me and you and you and me should be

me and you and we should be
me and you and we should be

hold me
touch me till your fingers bleed
blind me so no one can see
crush me with your hand
hold me
whisper, no one else can hear
phrases captured by my ear
voices in my head

give you my prime
watch me unravel
give you my time
watch me unravel

things are sweeter than before
you're the key, unlock my door, baby
mind and body still at war
tear your fingers from my doorstep baby

the words you said to me
and this time i believe
cause first they came from me
the words you said to me
and this time i believe
cause first they came from me

(probably totally stolen sry)

everyone is haunted by these dreams...

experiments in cthulhu

for every moment that you lent me sweetly
i knew you'd burn out in the end
for every moment that you gave unto me
i knew you'd burn out in the end

you used to be so simple, i used to be so sure
you used to be so simple
pour your honey on me baby
like we did back in the day
id wave my hands and i would cast a spell
take my mouth and lick my lips
bat my eyes and move my hips
id wave my hands and i would cast a spell

stones across the sky
falling in between
you and i across divides
stones across the sky

why wait
i can waste my time with you
why wait
what else would i rather do
why wait
i can waste my time with you
can't wait
there's nothing else
nothing i'd rather do

I chose the space waiting room.

i feel the yearning of the ocean
feel the burning of the motion
drifting as i climb across the sky

i'll fight the ocean tide
i'll fight the ocean tide

i feel the yearning of the ocean
feel the burning of the motion
drifting as i watch the years go by

i'll fight the ocean tide
i'll fight the ocean tide

save me from this peaceful notion
save me from myself
save me from this plan motion
it's all been done before.

changing it up, yo.

Mixed by digiskai, vocals by starla


you know we can't do this anymore
my lifes in danger
we should have stayed strangers

you know me much better than before
you hold me closer
and my heart's explosive

i'd give my life
for what you promised me
for what you'd give to me
i'd risk it all

i'll give my life
for what you promise me
for what you'll give to me
i'll risk it all

dedicated to zack and jenny, those sluts

hey you
i'm not here just to please you
i'm not here cause i need to
have you part of my life

hey you
i'm not here cause i need you
i might need to destroy you
to take you out of my life

take me off your list
i never wanted all of this
take me off your list
someone is watching me

hey guys long time no compo


save me from my paradise
wrap me up in venom till the day i die
let me feel this paradise
wrap me in your venom till the day i die

i am blessed with the power
suggest a better thing to me
suggest anything to me
what have we been fighting for?

Please pardon my cold.

here i am
waiting for you
stand with me and receive
let me carry the burden of truth
to escape with the consequence of love

i wanted you to fill in the blanks
i wanted you to feel human again
true love waits... my patience wearing thin

(fixed version)

guided by fate
a light up in the distance
calling me ahead
blinded by fate
a light up in the distance
calling me ahead

cut me so deep
will to survive
a fool for my deeds
i will not compromise
cut me so deep
my lawful good
save you from mystery not understood

i never let you know
i never let you in
i'll never let you go

i tried so hard to let you know
yeah, cause you're the one that ruined me
i tried so hard to let you go
yeah, cause you're the one that ruined me

You.. me.. adventure.
Adventure at my house part 2

I didn't finish because I'm too full of excuses

i'm drowning in tears as you sleep
compassion has left all of me
i try to hold it back, and i'd explode
these chapters of my life will stay untold

i didn't have to see your face
i didn't have to know your name
it's time for you to say good night
it's time for you to say goodbye

too beautiful to have heard no
she's had it easy took it slow
too beautiful to watch her go
she doesn't matter let her go

[do not vote. i went way over time]

i find ohc lets me experiment a lot and that is fun

oh geez i hope this turned out ok i didnt oh man i have poor time management

here i stand
dwelling what i've done
here i stand, naked as birth
raw as the wind worn sand
where i stand
blush as the tide rolls on
here i am, naked as day
dwelling on what ive lost

Clicks and pops :|

girl i saw u in a weird club
girl let me take u home so i can give it 2 u
give it like u want
girl let me take u home so i can give it 2 u

uve been asking all nite long

I can't expect too much, when it's been so long.

I would do anything to get my hands on them.

ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ﾉ ~Raise Your Dongers~ ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ﾉ


ᕙ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ᕗ ~Flex Your Dongers~ ᕙ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ᕗ






(ง ͠ ͠� ل͜ �)ง ᴛʜᴇ ᴜɴsᴇᴇɴ ᴅᴏɴɢᴇʀ ɪs ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅʟɪᴇsᴛ (ง ͠� ل͜ �)ง

Hey, you're a banana.

Enjoy cheesy lyrics (tm)

I don't know how to master :|

All I wanted was to blow your mind
never needed more than a little time
All I wanted was to blow your mind
it was not my intention to leave you behind

I'm still standing here, i'm right across the way
still waiting here, just across the fray

All I wanted was you

I can't stop writing songs in A
sry for late
and also other things

Boy howdy am I ever late. I almost certainly wanted to do more than press one button in Nexus but ran out of time.

falling down
falling down
falling down
falling down

you choose to stand alone with no one
no one to watch it burn with you
the sky is falling down, it's falling down, it's falling down
cause baby whatchu whatchu got to lose?

forever walk alone with no one
no one to watch it burn with you
the world is falling down, it's ending now it's ending now
and my world will be ending without you

there's a woman deep inside
tells me what you want tonight
can you look into my eyes
can you tell me we're alright?

where was i, was i forgotten
all alone, was i disheartened
i saw you, i saw you
i nearly skipped a beat

...that you won't hate fakedorpstep

I was trying to emulate Mandalay's vocal style. Whatevs.

Feel the fire burn within
seething rage consumes again
now we fail and now we fall
knowing we won't change at all

if it seems i may be unraveling away
if it seems i've come undone...
crushed under the weight you gave to me
splitting deeper emotion...

i'm not the same

So I went out tonight instead of compoing, came home and told my story to my best friend Mr. Smith

That's Mr. SongSmith

I think I'd use the same progression on my deathbed as i always do. No time for timing correction/harmonizer this time

if i knew that you would not say no
if i knew you would not let me go
would you reign on the throne here with me
would you drown me to peace in the sea?

if i knew that you would not say no
if you promised me you would not let go
would you stay til my quiet sunrise
would you linger and share my goodbyes?

I'm not the little girl that i once was
i never crushed a boy, never quite like this
and when i came to you i cried
from achieving my ultimate bliss

i never thought that i would go so low
don't be such a fool, baby let it go
and then the rush pulled me on top
baby i'd never let you know

ooh baby baby don't you worry about me
i will be just fine

don't you worry.

Not sure what i'm ripping off, pry some emo band.

It's been a while, right?

(alternate title: life without autotune)

A love song comes on the radio / of times and pain a stranger shared
a somber mellow melody / blissfully unaware

like poking at a wound it stings / she tickles at my broken heart
do you ignore t he words she sings / on times when we are apart?

ive never forgotten you / but have you forgotten me
ive never forgotten you / i know you've forgotten me

Sorry didn't record the lyrics. etc

IDK my bff jill?

I am officially uninvited to my own compo. Good day, gents.

I rerendered like 8 times i can't fix the bass and get it up before compo ovar sry

I didn't have time to record the chorus. Enjoy cheese. (tm)

I'm not at home so I can't record. Sooo... enjoy an instrumental.

. . .
emoooooooo

What up, cheesy unts?

there's something that i feel inside
it's something we all cannot hide
there's something more out there for you and me and everybody

we travel far across the stars
beyond earth venus and mars
a sea of stars a galaxy awaits
us all for us to see

Flying away from here
it's always clear
in space
Flying my ship from here
i've always known the way

it would be the end of my world if my significant other kept secrets from me ^_^ iono it doesn't fit the theme. but i've been working on this in my head for a while. The hiss is pretty bad so the vocals are more effected than i'd like, one take throughout as well.

I want to reach up to the sky
I want to see behind your eyes
i want to feel behind your smile
i wanna know about
cause i feel
the secrets hiding deep inside your brain
and i feel like i should know about it yesterday

i lift my head up in wonder
open my heart to the whole world
i lift my head up and wonder
thats what it's like for the whole world?

Armada is the name of this drumloop in StylusRMX. Yep.

I think that plastic is a pretty cool guy. Eh does industrial and doesn't afraid of anything. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T9WawqhZLVI

i choose the treasure troves
the place where no one goes below

and bring up from the earth,
it's never kissed the sky before.

Falling into the abyss

babys first dblue glitch

yea it's more of an idea than a song

with these delusions in my head
i woke up in an empty bed
you always said to me you'll never leave you'll never leave me
and now i sing my lullabye
promised you'll never say goodbye
you always said to me you'll never leave you'll never leave me

you're in your castle up in space
you miss my leather and my lace
and now i miss you more and more and more and more and more
you've gone so far away from me
it feels like an eternity
i cannot help but miss you more and more

Why would you go so far away
you always promise that you'd stay
you always said to me you'll never leave you'll never leave me
and now i sing my lullabye
promised you'll never say goodbye
you always said to me you'll never leave you'll never leave me

repeat chorus a bunch of times

I'm such a dork...

this started as something else and just morphed into a cover >.>

You've been wandering in the forest for hours, and it's getting dark. You lay on a bed of pine needles and gaze into the sky above, wondering what is to come...

LOLOLO

what's that up near the rafters there
you think that you could hide somewhere

you know that i can see right through you
i never meant to do this to you

and you're the darkest of the knights
the blackest black away from sight

you know what i'm assigned to do
and that i must get rid of you

so beautiful so shiny black
your live has been on the wrong track

so you and i know what to do
and that i have to rescue you

and you'll never know
all the things you left behind
all the things you'll never try or see or feel or touch

and you'll never know
all the things you left behind
including me.

:o

Something something something drum loops

You'll always be my zombie friend.

...wot

wot

Now with more sound effects.

dibbity dot dot dot

I am pretty sure I am plagiarizing from somewhere. Also there is clipping. %^(

This is definitely not directly sampled from Adventure Island, be serious.

...or did they?!?!?

lolque

This came out a lot more depressing than i was hoping for.

Your local forecast: something lousy :(

Grouchman is a grouchy robot master.

Whut whut

Besides being sorry about this song, i'm sorry about not hosting more compos. Also about the 34518 thing. Yeah.

Me write song. Make drum loop go. Oog.

90 minutes is good! But still not enough time to anti-suck.

blah blah blah

The story of pants, in the future

Hay guise wuts goin on itt

Smth smth smth sad town

This is a song about the guy who took my slap bracelets, stretch pants and scrunchies away.

I had something much better in mind. :|

The title should explain it, yup

Because only you can determine the fate of Atlantis. Or something.

This song is about noodles... because they are bad for you.