i fell back into old habits

learned you've got a new last name

i think of our goodbye every time

i get caught up in the rain

guess i came back here by habit

to the woods off memory lane

thought i'd find you here waiting

but my efforts were in vain

downpours disguised

watery eyes

taking the downtown line

at 12:45

you're a cloud hanging over me

no matter where i go

so hung up about your memory

it won't leave me alone

you're a cloud hanging over me

i can never let you go

so hung up about your memory

that i'm feeling so alone

This rainy day I took a walk outside in the forest rain

Cold beads of water splashed on the parasol of my prize and fame

I didn’t mean what I said to you, it was my mistake but I still believe it

I took some private time away from the dread and grind and the worries that left their mark

I want to be alone but please check on me

Don’t want to see you now, but yet I do

I did it wrong I didn’t care that much for you to have to hear it

Your voice was so loud and sharp and the final die was cast

Despite the cold outside and the dreaded leaves and the sunlight dark

I can’t just read your thoughts so please tell me what my judgement is

I thought I did it right, I thought I wished for you

Maybe I was all wrong. Can you forgive me for it?

I thought I said it fine, but it wasn’t true

In a rainy day. Can there be sun again?

Nothing better than a rainy day to cool the weather and let you relax for a while.

Pitter patter wander

I should have used that tarp.

I liked where the song was going but I ran out of time and motivation, but I still wanted to turn something in. A short clip of what is hopefully a more full song later.

highway song by blackfoot with umbrellas and clipping i couldn't fix in time. love, ben.

IM BACK AFTER TWO WEEKS, HAVE YA MISSED ME?!