a solemn meditation for those affected by the devastation of hurricane ian

(kinda improvised these off the cuff; kinda got sad that my favorite internet wife guy got outed as a cheater)

can't control 'em

all these feelings i got

tried to hold them

but i got caught up




didn't mean to get destructive

but you know i know what's up, yeah

threw away what's left of us with just one kiss

seeing red, my eyes are floodin'

thinking of the things you've done and

gonna make you sorry that you had that tryst

(it's a monsoon)

and i've got no remorse

(what's left of you)

when it all runs its course?

i'll get the divorce

don't say you love me

when you broke my heart

i'll wash my hands of you

get a new start

(it's a monsoon)

and i'm saying goodbye to you

I got lost for a long time at the beginning.

Sploosh

Started late, uploading late

Based off a strange recent event

The storm is here. Everyone is dead, we need to leave before it takes our head. It came fast and quick, it was harder than a brick and now my people need to leave. 

1,2,3 1,23, go, pound it down, pound it down. Put the floodgates up. The storm is here!  Everyone is dead. We didn’t get to leave before it took our head. Our leader is gone so we'll just sing this song. Put the floodgates up. 

The storm has arrived and the floodgates are up. The soldiers are out fighting with the waves. Surges of wind break down our barrier. Why can’t we win the righteous storm?

 1,2,3 1,23, go, pound it down, pound it down. Put the floodgates up. The storm is here!  Everyone is dead. We didn’t get to leave before it took our head. Our leader is gone so we'll just sing this song. Put the floodgates up. 

We didn’t win the final battle. The soldiers are gone. We need to sing our song. The people are dead. And the storm took our heads. And now everyone is dead. 

I spent a whole hour editing this vocal because I was so nervous how bad it sounded lmao

I performed this live on Access Virus, TR-8s, and Vocals with Hapax sequencing. It's pretty rough, it's the first time I've actually tried using the Hapax for songwriting.

A mix of psychedelic like effects and powerful almost synthwave melodies and beats, it's a intense journey capturing the serious danger of flooding, alongside the powerful gush of water. I didn't want to just go for gabber or noise again, so i tried for something unique. All in all, hope you like it!

She gives and she takes.