Trying to work on accentuating my chords a bit more.

liked the sound of a patch and went with it. would have liked to have made something more melancholy.

Good tea. Rough house.

Memories in this cabin

Neglected family estate

lost to time

Returned to the wood

There is nothing for you here

These walls turn to moss and mold

As it returns to the woods

So will you when youre cold

These walls and windows we loved, the paint was your favorite color. An abode, a dream, a cherished hope, now left to quietly rot and repose.

Some more quiet stuff this week, more strings and woodwinds.

Bunch of crazy life stuff happened here

As a young poor boy

Was no room to hide

Shared a room with three brothers

Who saw my every move

Couldn't think in silence

Couldn't muse in pereace

My fears, my thoughts, my love, desires

All on full display

Looking for a place to hide

Finding a place for my mind to reside

Dilapidated, distraught

My mind remains an open book

Is it too much for privacy?

There's no home left for me.

that run down house, care if I go in alone, i won't mind if you

sit by the trees

there it goes, by the door, I ignore, and I dare you, I dare you, I dare you to come follow me

take us there I won't mind

where the summer wind's colder

take me there I won't mind

getting looks from stranger people

I could have gone the CotMM ambient route, however i choose not to, because A, i would need it to be almost musically accurate, (Such as recordings of footsteps, leaves breaking, creaky doors etc.) and i need to YouTube the samples, and B i wouldn't know the exact vibe causing me to restart the project over and over.

Instead i settled for this, a varied number consisting of very extreme contrasts. Beautiful, kind of haunting ambience mixed in with insanely fast and overdriven beats. Gabber basically. Something i don't think i've actually done in a while, and i thought would be a different approach. I don't always make what, you would expect from me, it's like a element of surprise. On top of the beats, is bass heavy and acid heavy synths, just for movement. I like this one.

Note: This is the last composition i will make before i go away on vacation for just under 2 weeks. So this means my next couple of tracks (If i manage to submit), will be made of GarageBand. I don't think anyone cares, but it might impact the quality of my tracks. Just saying.

Also note: A Free Party is a kind of illegal rave, that people attend to, usually hosted in abandoned buildings such as the one in the images. They usually have the makings of a rave, but in smaller quantities, and of course done unlicensed and illegally, as a result of this, Free Parties never stay in one place, often as a result of avoiding getting caught. Just adding this in, if you don't know, especially since i think my music kind of reflects that. I'm not advocating for any of this by the way, it's all on your own accord.

Man a lot of text this week, unusual for me, to type this much.