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sitting at a restaurant
waiting for my date to show
as the hour pass i suspect it's a no go
but
i am resilient
this isn't the first time
but whenever it happens
i feel a little emptier

in my life i'm never optimistic
any hopes or dreams just lead to disappointment
why get excited?
i'll only feel worse
when life decides to shit all over my expectations

when i was a kid
i thought i'd have a younger sibling
but when mom went into labor
the baby was stillborn
adopted a puppy
it ran away
my goldfish died after only one day

why should i bother
to get out of bed
just to face a day
when things can only go wrong
i could try suicide
but i'd only fuck it up
one more thing
that didn't go right

For lack of a better name

disappointment

Everything went well, and then it didn't.

Remember when you'd describe me with 'unsatisfactory'?
a dozen times I'd be 'not good enough'?
when my performance was low and average I was below,
for you, being disappointed was tough.

But I learn in my own way
and who are you to say
a fish can climb a tree..?
and monkey can swim in the sea..?
My value's in my heart,
Must logic rival art?
Don't be so damn...

Disappointed!
I'll disappear... (emo)
Disappointed!
I'll disappear..
Get a real job they will say
but I live in my own way..

for the non brits: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parma_Violets

actually terrible

The person in the chat is not me

One glance then you look away,
The embarrassment you can not take,
I got a lifetime, I'll guess I wait,
So I can prove to you,

One chance to let me try again,
But this time yeah I'm gonna win,
Since I've unleashed all my innocence,
I'm gonna show what I can do


Yes I know, I was cruel,
I was sick, I was rude,
I was dumb, I knew I was,
Just A mistake to you

Yes you kno, im a waste,
I'm joke, just in the way,
I was lost, not awake
Aways disappointed you ooo


So please start another chapter
Just see the goal I'm after,
You say that it doesn't matter,
I've always been a fool,

Let's clean the slate and take my hand,
Learn from my self when I ran,
I will do it, I know I can,
Turn to the girl u knew


Dont hate me
Forever
Dont hate me
I've changed