Life is on hold

For the future foretold

And as I grow old,

I fear that my time's coming to an end

As I know

That my light's losing it's glow,

But I won't let all this go,

As fortune favors me like a good friend

There's ghost inside of me,

That screams as I sit idly.

It just won't let me be

When I just wanna live free

Take a look at this,

A life devoid of bliss

And I'm scared of running out of time

As I'm feeling breathless

Take another look as I'm shook

And I don't know where I wanna go

Any time in my mind as I find the flow

It's lost in many ways to the days and it pays to be to and fro

Like a shadow drifting through the door

I don't wanna be here, anymore

Why will no one see what all this does to me?

Life is on hold

For the future foretold

And as I grow old,

I fear that my time's coming to an end

As I know

That my light's losing it's glow,

But I won't let all this go,

As fortune favors me like a good friend

Karma, karma, raise the alarm and

Take a look at me!

All of the good, or all the bad?

Tell me: just what do you see?

All I am is what I am,

But you just can't get it through.

Karma, karma, raise the alarm

This is all coming back to you!

You and I go back and forth,

A cycle has begun.

You say you've done all the good deeds

But you're not the only one.

No, we've done our share of bad,

But I've paid for my mistakes.

You've avoided all your debts,

Now we'll see how long this takes.

Karma, karma, raise the alarm and

Take a look at me!

All of the good, or all the bad?

Tell me: just what do you see?

All I am is what I am,

But you just can't get it through.

Karma, karma, raise the alarm

This is all coming back to you!

Took a bite and my wallet disappeared.

I hate it here.

When did they require the toast by law?

 

Look around, and they're nowhere to be found.

Don't make a sound.

Don't act like you've seen what you just saw.

 

Avocado toast, ev'ry day and night

Won't you take a bite?

Don't worry about their teeth so green.

 

Are you sure about turning the toast down?

Acting like a clown.

Avocado teeth? What do you mean?

 

Mandate the trash that costs them cash,

Then blame them when the markets crash.

A foolproof plan for all our woes.

There is no way they'll seize the day

And push our will out of their way!

We'll always sink to newer lows!

 

Let them eat their fucking toast

That we assume they eat the most,

Then pull the rug from underneath!

Take away all else they want

And give them nothing they can flaunt,

Except their avocado teeth!

 

Wait, what do you mean none of them actually fucking eat that?

Driving hard, going fast

Just like this trip'll be my last

Going hard, never stop

Til we reach the donut shop

There's a special on, today

Buy one, get one, hip hooray

Nothing's getting my way

Otherwise there's hell to pay

 

Driving onward, see the sign

Look below, there is a line

All aboard for sweet divine

Fried dough filled with saccharine

Waiting hours as I yearn,

Listening to my stomach churn,

At the front, and on they turn

"We are closed," oh how it burns!

 

Leaving now, so disheartened

Looking up, the sky has darkened

Living life donutless

Is the opposite of bliss.

Gazing forward, see a glow

Where all the losers now must go.

Deep inside the grocery,

Back beside the bakery.

 

In the darkness, there's a light

For which all of us must fight

In the case, glazed delight

A dozen in a box, in sight.

Fists are flying through the air,

But in the end I do not care.

Atop I stand with victory

In my hand, donuts for me.

You know what I've become

I am one of the many overdone

I am you, I am me, in this family tree

I'm the dad, with stacks of jokes about chimneys!

Hey! Ho! Hay's for horses though

But I know you've heard that many times before

I am full of bad jokes old as Mickey mouse,

As for the ones with chimney's? This one is on the house.

I am your father now

We'll make some milkshakes just by shaking a cow.

We'll get the brick and mortar for a store in the shape of a shoe

But don't you know? We can use that for chimney's too.

Hey! Ho! Hay's for horses though

But I know you've heard that many times before

I am full of bad jokes old as Mickey mouse,

As for the ones with chimney's? This one is on the house.

Life has thrown me to the ground.

Strife has twisted me around.

I refused to stop and drown. 

Now you think you can take me down?

 

You see what you see, but you believe that you perceive beyond the mask.

This cannot be, and you tell me that you can beat this kind of task,

But then I know where you will go when you begin to push and ask

I will not show you how I've grown to be above all your attacks.

 

There is nothing you can do

To break beyond this mask I grew.

It's tough with all I have been through.

But I know others have their own, too.

 

You see what you see, but you believe that you perceive beyond the mask.

This cannot be, and you tell me that you can beat this kind of task,

But then I know where you will go when you begin to push and ask

I will not show you how I've grown to be above all your attacks.

A song about longing for something more

Now you know we're on lockdown

Cause a virus, a plague made it's way through the downtown

Now tucked away in my brain I will stay here for days, I'm sad clown, you won't see me around.

There's a ghost in my mind, it's repeating a line, "seek truth and you'll find, and all will be fine." it's a sign of the times 'cause guess what, no truth to be found.

 

So I'm locked up, wracked up, wanna be jacked up.

Essential? Man you gotta be cracked up.

I want you to back up and check on the fact of the matter at hand, or better yet the lack of

What we need, not the greed, not the orders that we heed, but all that we forsake, the patterns that we supercede. These routines that we impede. Without 'em? Well, I'm just another centipede.

 

Wriggling, brainless, supposed to be painless.

Now all I do is think about the steel that is stainless

Deep in my mind,  it's lobotomy time

A staycation, illusion, or cruel pantomime (x4)

I have created INDUSTRIAL BARNYARD RAP

 

*angry chicken noises* x8

*weird goat noises* x 2

*cow noise*

*dying goat noises* x 6

*angry chicken noises* x4

Gotta go do the do
Gotta take a friggin poo.
Why don't you? Vindaloo
Always is a risky food.

So with glee, come with me.
We know where we've gotta be:
Setting free as we need.
What, you thought I'd rhyme with pee

Come on take a bathroom break with me!
So many porcelain thrones for us to see!
They'll cradle us as we rain fire from above--
Together we will dull all this pain with love.

Together we will dull all this pain with love.

So it's clogged in the drain,
And now tears fall just as rain.
Despite all that we have slain,
It seems it has all been in vain.

Where's the roll? Gotta wipe,
Instead of sitting here to gripe
Like I've done all my life.
Oh, hey! That one was really ripe!

Come on take a bathroom break with me!
So many porcelain thrones for us to see!
They'll cradle us as we rain fire from above--
Together we will dull all this pain with love.

Together we will dull all this pain with love.

Look into the glass, and see
The figure of what you could be--
The greatness that you won't achieve
If you sit and you don't believe.
You always say you're not enough
You always deny yourself love.
You wait for signs coming from above,
But you let it treat you rough.

There's no joy without some pain,
No rainbows without the rain.
Drifting down a one way lane
Trying to find what I can't feign
Always so much hiding I can't lie,
I have become afraid to die.
All I can do is try
To make it to a bluer sky.
Please free my soul, just like you do.
You know what we have all been through.
When you're here, I know it's true,
But I can't help feeling blue.
Tell me how it can be clearer
When I cannot help but fear her.
I tell you that you don't want to hear her,
Standing on the outside of a one way mirror.

Yum

They've got your brain in a jar
You know you can't go far
Tearing your body apart
Tearing your body apart

Existential sensations
Overcoming vexations
Harbored right from the start,
And now you're falling apart.

Heaven knows how hard you tried
To cut off that which lies inside.
Every attempt was logged and scored
To find out where that thing is stored.
The veil between your deeper mind
Was not what they had thought they'd find
No more concealed, it takes control,
Ferocity its only goal.

The beast that once had dwelled within
Was now free to commit its sins,
No more barred by human bonds,
Your lifeless corpse is stood upon.
Still you see into its eyes,
Its motives under no disguise.
From within your mind's own eye,
You see this beast is suicide.

They've got your brain in a jar
You know you can't go far
Tearing your body apart
Tearing your body apart

Existential sensations
Overcoming vexations
Harbored right from the start,
And now you're falling apart.

They've got your brain in a jar
You know you can't go far
Tearing your body apart
Tearing your body apart

Existential sensations
Overcoming vexations
Harbored right from the start,
And now you're falling apart.

A lovely little walk through the valley of death

right?

Almonds fucking suck
Definitely one of the worst nuts
They don't taste all that great,
But people still will over rate
They go crazy, and think they're tasty, they're tastebuds really seem quite hazy
They like the "milk", but it's only juice; they really must have a screw loose
They may be healthy, but they aren't stealthy-- their taste stands right out to me

Almonds fucking suck
Definitely one of the worst nuts
I hate them in slivers, or in morsels,
Or when they're whole, even moreso
You can take them and shove them up your butt.

Almonds fucking suck.
I said, almonds fucking suck.
I hate them in slivers, or in morsels,
Or when they're whole, even more so
You can take them and shove them up your butt.

The sirens
Are sounding
The hearts
Are all pounding
The cause
Is not what it seems
They're screaming
They're yelling
There really is no telling
Who knows what's right
And who dreams
In the distance,
The fires
Are burning
Like pyres
They're yearning
For the death of Lady Liberty
Justice is blind
The events will unwind
But this house of cards
Still stands sturdy.

It was an absolute riot!
A mother fucking riot!
All these crybabies will try it!
They don't know that they can't fight it!
It was an absolute riot!
Riot!
Riot!
Don't try it!
Riot!

It was an absolute riot!
A mother fucking riot!
All these crybabies will try it!
They don't know that they can't fight it!
It was an absolute riot!
Riot!
Riot!
Don't try it!
It was an absolute riot!

Had some fun with this one

You and I? We'll be as one, until the last feather falls.

Love, like a bird flying high, flying free,
I wanna be next to you, as we do, and go through
This life of pain, it's insane all the names we collect and abhor,
There's the door, if you're so inclined

As for me, I shall stay where I am.
I am man, you are kind, together holding the line.
We were great, now irate, forever at ends.
We were friends, help we'd lend,
Love rendered our eyes blind.

Now we're fiends. We are mean and wish to be unseen
In this mess, there's a test, and a lesson to learn
How it burns, at each turn, when we are risking it all,
But I will love you until the last feather falls.

Until the last feather falls.
Love you until the last feather falls.
Until the last feather falls.
Love you until the last feather falls.

Now we're fiends. We are mean and wish to be unseen
In this mess, there's a test, and a lesson to learn
How it burns, at each turn, when we are risking it all,
But I will love you until the last feather falls.

IronOxide, get it?

Idek

fuck

Es ist das Bucher der Toten,
And it is what I am totin'
When I'm goin, blowin' smoke n',
Angry that I've been awoken

Testing the verses,
Planting hexes and curses
Fretting who I should get,
Friars or hospital nurses.

Trying to free
All that is to be
From their ties of living
On this plane of water and trees

Cry out in pain
As your life is in vain
And the book for the dead
Is gonna end the mundane

Hard goodness

I'mma I'mma I'mma I'mma Ki=kill you alllllll

Seriously, though. This was a tough one for me.

Beautiful Synthwave/Dark Electro

Who is this shadow,
This mystery girl?
Out the corner of my eye,
Consuming my whole world.
She surrounds me,
My psyche consumes me
Confusing, can you see?
Please help me, I can't be
Losing

Who is this shadow,
This mystery girl?
Out the corner of my eye,
Consuming my whole world.
She surrounds me,
My psyche consumes me
Confusing, can you see?
Please help me, I can't be
Losing

I have seen a shade, an enigma
An angel of love ex machina,
There's no stoppin her
It's haunting, and daunting
That I may never find her
She can run and she can hide
Time's not on my side
Falling away from my grip everyday
Whoever is in my way is gonna have hell to pay
I won't stop and I won't rest
Until I find the very best.
The chase I do detest,
For it causes pain in my chest
My heart, it aches,
it burns at every turn
No matter what it takes
I will achieve what I yearn for
If I don't make mistakes
Then what do I learn for
I'm on a sinking ship,
Hit on bow, starboard, stern, and port
Below me is an endless sea
Of what could be
But I can't see her
Or be with her
As I draw nearer to my demise
I just want to look into her eyes
And see us fly into the skies
Before my light dies

Who is this shadow,
This mystery girl?
Out the corner of my eye,
Consuming my whole world.
She surrounds me,
My psyche consumes me
Confusing, can you see?
Please help me, I can't be
Losing

Who is this shadow,
This mystery girl?
Out the corner of my eye,
Consuming my whole world.
She surrounds me,
My psyche consumes me
Confusing, can you see?
Please help me, I can't be
Losing

Fuck em

Gold dust falling upon my skin
I cannot sense the glow within
Gold dust flowing upon the breeze
Beautifying the world with ease.

Dust, like magic, catches the eye.
Dust, like a storm, falls from the sky.
Gold, shining bright, won't fade away
It's the color of life at the break of day.

The failing of this feeling
Wide awake as I am reeling back
Why must you always be stealing,
Taking from my feeling stack.

If I am telling you to go
And leave all my gold dust alone,
Then when will you leave me to die
And send my dust back to the sky?

I witness all my gold as it is disappearing, I am fearing
That my time will be here soon
And I just want nobody tearing

Glitter fades as my time ends
I've lost out on many friends
As my time with gold dust
Has developed greed and lost all trust.

Breakcore/Drill n Bass goodness.

Jungle/DnB, I guess?

A chill song of mild desire

Fuck this

Bark bark
Inhale
Puff puff
Pass
You know this spliff just will not last.
Bow wow
Yip yip
I ain't no
Guppy
Boy, hell no hand me da spliff I'm a puppy.

Think you know everything?
Animal planet and Nat Geo Magazine?
Best restudy biology,
'Cause I'm a prodigy
A puppy with the knowledge, G.
Opposable thumbs and they're kinda green.
I'm an apex of my species.
I shit some next level feces.
And maybe eat them.
What? I'm still just a dog; it's what we do when we doo
On the front lawn
And the ladies love me 'cause I got it goin on.

Bark bark
Inhale
Puff puff
Pass
You know this spliff just will not last.
Bow wow
Yip yip
I ain't no
Guppy
Boy, hell no hand me da spliff I'm a puppy. (X2)

So you think you're still the big man?
'Cause you walk on two legs and I can't?
Well, you a bitch, ain't it ironic?
That you're the slave and I've got some chronic?
Got my eyes redder than a bloodhound's when I'm down to smoke a pound, and when you around, I go to town, I make you smile when I frown, but I'm playing you just like a clown. All you hear are my tiny sounds, but you should know I'm mighty proud when I'm gettin' hella loud.

Bark bark
Inhale
Puff puff
Pass
You know this spliff just will not last.
Bow wow
Yip yip
I ain't no
Guppy
Boy, hell no hand me da spliff I'm a puppy. (X2)

Ha ha
Yeah
I'm a puppy
Fucj
This is stupid
Why the fuck AM I a puppy?

A Crystal Method 90s Break/Big Beat track

Some kinda downtrodden breakbeat thingy.

A nice synthwave/chill song for your Sunday afternoon.

EBM track with shit vocals.

The monster,
It sees me.
It wants me.
To consume me.

I see it,
I fear it
And I swear
I can hear it

Calling,
Taunting
It's apalling
Its flaunting

I'm fearing
Its peering
But its voice is
Endearing

My heart is
Beating
My life is
Fleeting

Time is
Stopping,
My heart is
Popping,
And I cannot do anything but
Sit paralyzed.

I glance over my shoulder,
Weighed down by the boulder
Of its ominous stare and those glowing eyes.

An uplifting breakbeat type of thing?

It sounds for us all.

A house track. Minimal electro? Idk much about house.

Wtfevenomgbbq

This is a juxtaposition
Of a man on a mission
To examine the absurdities in life.

On this long expedition,
There's no act of sedition
That could stop him no matter how rife.

With a digital bass,
As the accordion plays,
He gazed upon the landscape.

He traversed many worlds,
Seen many stories unfurl.
And said 'fuck, man, this universe is actually pretty fucking absurd. Like what the fuck? A duck video with the chicken dance in French? Too many layers of irony."

Oh but haven't you heard?
This life is absurd!
But I don't have a fucking clue
On how to change it, baby.
I don't know how
But the sky is falling down.
Up from underneath you
Please don't panic, baby

I don't wanna be a chicken,
I don't wanna be a duck,
But I just no longer give a fuck

I don't care about it being weird,
I just want the world to hear,
That I am simply out of luck.

I don't wanna be a chicken,
I don't wanna be a duck,
But I just no longer give a fuck

I don't care about it being weird,
I just want the world to hear,
That I am simply out of luck.

Seriously, those fucking ducks.

Oh but haven't you heard?
This life is absurd!
But I don't have a fucking clue
On how to change it, baby.
I don't know how
But the sky is falling down.
Up from underneath you
Please don't panic, baby

Electro Industrial is something that it feels I haven't done for 2HTS in a while.

The last thing I remembered was
A biohazard room
Being told I was unstable,
And that I would bring them doom.

I awoke to the sound of
Their blades and lights surrounding me
Something had been fucking
With my biochemistry

A virus none had seen before
Took hold of my own head
I screamed and blacked out,
And when I woke I found they were all dead

This monster inside me was growing,
My insides it did attack.
So now all I know is that I am
Chemically out of whack

My consciousness is fading to black
My instincts are telling me to fight back
But I'm afraid that if I attack,
I will lose sight of life

Within my mind, it did rack,
I tried to fly but was hit with flak
Light was growing dim, stuffed in a sack
Just fucking end this strife

My consciousness is fading to black
My instincts are telling me to fight back
But I'm afraid that if I attack,
I will lose sight of life

Within my mind, it did rack,
I tried to fly but was hit with flak
Light was growing dim, stuffed in a sack
Just fucking end this strife

Ambient big beat

I am a missing sock
And it really fucking rocks
I can roam just where I like
And nobody ever talks to me
I really cannot tell,
Whether I am roaming Earth or Hell
But it's alright cause I'm a sock
The only sole I have to worry about
Is in the shoes that smell.

This is a single verse,
For the dweller of Converse,
And Vans, and DCs.
A sentient little cotton being.
That has gone missing.

I have no eyes, but I can see
I can see the world around me.
Adrift in the winds as I cross mountains and prairies.
Brought to life by magical fairies.

I decided I'd make a song,
Just for me as the journey is long.
I hope that it gets stuck in your head, this song.
That's right I just rhymed song with song.
I do what I want, cause I'm a thong.
I mean a sock.
Yeah, a sock.
Singing.
Who'd have thought?

I am a missing sock
And it really fucking rocks
I can roam just where I like
And nobody ever talks to me
I really cannot tell,
Whether I am roaming Earth or Hell
But it's alright cause I'm a sock
The only sole I have to worry about
Is in the shoes that smell.

Alright, lads
Gather 'round and let me tell you so'm
A folks tale, some call it,
But I know it to be true


First they're looks'll draw you in
Tempt you with the fleshy sin
Then they'll sing so beautifully,
But remember this cannot be.

They'll drag you down into the depths,
Playing your heartstrings like marionettes
Your eyes'll collapse, and your lungs will cave,
As you're welcomed to a watery grave

With eyes of fire, and souls of water,
They'll get you hot right under your collar,
But do recall these warnings I give:
Slay them quickly, for your sake and your kin

I beg ye not to give in to their call,
Or you'll surely be taking the fall.
Should you not listen, if you so decide,
No one shall know just when you died.

And so the sirens sang,
And o'er the sea, they rang
They tempt you with their voice,
But then they sink in their fangs

And so the sirens sang,
And o'er the sea, they rang
They tempt you with their voice,
But then they sink in their fangs

I don't even know fuck this theme.

A story of love and loss. And wings.

Lyrics:
Such a pretty little butterfly
Bobbing as you float on by

Graceful path along the wind
Go and join your fellow kin.

I never want to see you go,
But I see you drifting to and fro

Alas, I cannot fly with you,
As I do not have the wings you do.

A pretty little butterfly
A unique one for this normal guy
I wanted to believe in you,
But you fly away into the sky

I never knew what love could be
But instead I was left on my knees,
There was never hope for me,
As you're more beautiful than I.

You're more beautiful than I

Floating around,
Lost in the atmosphere,
I cannot find
Where you went from here

I wish I could see
Those beautiful wings
Once again,
Among other things

A pretty little butterfly
A unique one for this normal guy
I wanted to believe in you,
But you fly away into the sky

I never knew what love could be
But instead I was left on my knees,
There was never any hope for me,
As you're more beautiful than I.

You're more beautiful than I

You're more beautiful than I

You're more beautiful than I

Lacking any and all inspiration, my mind becomes a void in which the nightmares may thrive.

Deep space goth sex on the event horizon.

Welcome all, once again
To this show, gather friends
And lend me your ears

I've said it once, I'll say it twice,
You all have just been so nice,
Thanks for the years


This an anthem,
A phantom of better days
Making music and tunes
In so many ways
It has been years,
But I hope that it will stay
And ah,
Can't stop the music it once it plays

an anthem,
A phantom of better days
Making music and tunes
In so many ways
It has been years,
But I hope that it will stay
And ah,
Can't stop the music it once it plays

So much time spent
Over the keyboard, bent,
Hunched over like a hunchback,
Release, sustain, decay and attack

There's no thing I'd rather do
On a Sunday afternoon
Then be in front of the computer
Pumping out a fresh tune

I can't wait to keep it all goin
can't wait to keep the tunes flowin
And rollin on and on and on

I may have at times been stoic,
But thus time, it's all rhetoric
Prehistoric like old eons eons eons

This an anthem,
A phantom of better days
Making music and tunes
In so many ways
It has been years,
But I hope that it will stay
And ah,
Can't stop the music it once it plays

an anthem,
A phantom of better days
Making music and tunes
In so many ways
It has been years,
But I hope that it will stay
And ah,
Can't stop the music it once it plays

Can't stop the music it once it plays

Can't stop the music it once it plays

Can't stop the music it once it plays

Can't stop the music it once it plays

The frustration of wanting to escape Hell alone.

A cybernetic flower sits on the edge of the cliff as a painful reminder to the lost age of your childhood.

SOMEHOW managed to get FL to work with me for one fucking song. Couldn't get the acid vsts I wanted, since they were causing the crashing. Have a psychedelic tune.

Idk. Chill shit.

Drifting on high
No rules to live by
I created a guy
And I watched him die

I pulled him from the dirt and sod
I taught him to walk and to trod
He turned up to me, and said
'Wherefore Art Thou, God?'

High energy vaporwave?

In the nothingness of the time/space continuum, through the wormhole to the new land-- the land promised centuries ago.

Boyband pop. Damn.
Lyrics:

Now, baby
Let me tell why I love you
Let me tell you why I need you
Let me tell you what I'm going through.

Now, tell me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me you believe me
Tell me that this love is true.

No I can't wait
Until the day
We throw single lives away
And leave our heavy burdens behind

There's no telling
What makes us sing,
Or what made me buy that ring,
But to be honest I don't mind.
No, I don't mind.

Come on
Tell me what is going on
Tell me where you come from,
And where we're going to

Let me see you,
See you smilin',
No more cryin',
There's plenty more for you.

No I can't wait
Until the day
We throw single lives away
And leave our heavy burdens behind

There's no telling
What makes us sing,
Or what made me buy that ring,
But to be honest I don't mind.

No I can't wait
Until the day
We throw single lives away
And leave our heavy burdens behind

There's no telling
What makes us sing,
Or what made me buy that ring,
But to be honest I don't mind.

No, I don't mind.
Whoooaaa
No I don't mind.
Whoooaaa
No, I don't mind.

I am the butcher (of languages).

Spanish, then German, then English.

Yo estoy malo, Señor.
Tu eres borracha en enfado.
Yo estoy sin amor.
Tu eres nada y solo.

Ich bin sehr schlecht, mein Freund.
Du wohne im deine Charakterlosigkeit.
Ich heiße eine Engel nicht,
Möchen Sie sterben, von Niedergeschlagenheit?

I speak in tongues, as they command me to.
I speak in tongues, and soon so shall you.
I speak not of the devil, but of angels above.
They speak of destruction and the cleansing of love.

There is no resisting their will, they are too much for us,
No matter how hard you scream, kick, spit, or cuss.
There is no hope for us to be saved, now,
As oblivion takes us all into its shroud.

Phil Collins goes dark

The ship had crashed not too far from the shore.
I swam to a place I'd never been before.
I struggled for days, and they turned into weeks,
As the sun and the stars shone down on me.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I can't take
This pain of fearing a life alone.

I now reconsile,
The fear and denial,
But I won't accept that I will rot to bone.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I won't take
This pain of grieving all I've known.

I now redefine,
The life that is mine,
My will will grow harder than a stone.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I can't take
This pain of fearing a life alone.

I now reconsile,
The fear and denial,
But I won't accept that I will rot to bone.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I won't take
This pain of grieving all I've known.

I now redefine,
The life that is mine,
My will will grow harder than a stone.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I can't take
This pain of fearing a life alone.

I now reconsile,
The fear and denial,
But I won't accept that I will rot to bone.

Now I'm lost & afraid,
No I won't take
This pain of grieving all I've known.

I now redefine,
The life that is mine,
My will will grow harder than a stone.

Lost and afraid

Lost and afraid

No idea. Went with... something. Mostly fucked with my voice to make the two synths in the beginning, and I apologize if any of the sound is off-- was left to produce on two quiet speakers, today. Enjoy?

Freddy goes to a club, kills everyone, and fucks your genres.

Genuinely hoping I didn't fuck up in choosing battle.

Holy fuk, finally did a glitch track.

Hakuna Matata for a new age, baby.
Hakuna Matata, no nothing's the matter.

Hakuna Matata for a new age, young blood.
A worry-free life is beginning tonight.

On a serious Prodigy binge.

(yes, the female/feminine voice overdubbing the chorus is still me)

I run
Away
Have to escape these urges inside

Let me take
This pain
And bring back all that had once died

So far
Away
I can feel it slowly fading

But its here
To stay
So I'm always anticipating.

For I've been bitten by a love bug
A small, forbidden love drug.
I've been smitten by her hot blood,
And I can no longer withstand her.

It is no use resisting
I can feel her sexual sting
But there's no way this can be good
For we cannot be discovered

For I've been bitten by a love bug
A small, forbidden love drug.
I've been smitten by her hot blood,
And I can no longer withstand her.

It is no use resisting
I can feel her sexual sting
But there's no way this can be good
For we cannot be discovered

Theme for 2hts week 49 was 'Perfect Future'

I don't believe a perfect future is possible, so I went with this.

'Nothing in the Future'.

Went for some kickass, dank dubs.

In sickness and in health,
Til death, I will say,
But your vows are worthless
To me anyway

Your words cut the skin,
Attack and flay,
For you are not loyal
To whom you play.


Sick
And twisted
My mind
Envisioned
A life
Forgiven
Of my past sins

Take
Your lies
And forget
Goodbyes
I won't let
Your cries
Get underneath my skin

There's a time and place
For all your broken sense
And there's a time and place
For all the recompense.

But from now, to the end,
Forthwith and hence:
I will never stop,
So let the war commence

Sick
And twisted
My mind
Envisioned
A life
Forgiven
Of my past sins

So take
Your lies
And forget
Goodbyes
I won't let
Your cries
Get underneath my skin

Sick
And twisted
My mind
Envisioned
A life
Forgiven
Of my past sins

So take
Your lies
And forget
Goodbyes
I won't let
Your cries
Get underneath my skin

Because irony.

Recorded the voice and dragonish sound (that I later added The Nightmare Machine over)

Moombahton/Trap

Breakbeat and Big Beat

Multi-gengre piece for 2hts 41.

Shitty hardstyle (because it is a genre I simply never do).

Industrial hip-hop

I'm Dark Thuggin'
Rollin' around
Without sight or sound.
Gonna take this town,
From six feet underground

Dark thuggin'
Gonna find your place,
Gonna cut your face.
Through time & space,
I'm a fuckin' head case.

Dark thuggin'
Never before
Have you heard the lore
'Bout me breakin' down your door,
And pinning you to the floor.

Dark thuggin'
I'd do it again,
Drenched in sin.
You've got no fucking friends,
So now this is the End

Dark Thuggin' (x5)

Shitty dance track made in 23 minutes. Reuploaded after realizing somehow the drums hadn't exported.

I find bugs in my mind.
Bugs that I can't seem to find.
There is no hope for me, now.
These bugs are of a different kind.

I have no fucking clue what I did. Aggro-tech influence of some kind.

The vocal FX are via a free VST called 'The Nightmare Machine'.

Recorded via my Yamaha using the free vst Keyzone (sounds absolutely amazing).

Everything else was added post (except the intro drone-- that was there first).

Made one of those aggressive J-tech songs, the likes of what you'd find in a Ridge Racer game.

I
I'm not what you wish me
Wish me to be
These abilities

I
Yes, I am my own man,
And yes I can
Make my own choices.

I
I'm not your superhero
There's monsters inside me

There
There's no turning back, now
Please go and hide
Far away; leave me be.

I
I'm not your superhero
There's monsters inside me

There
There's no turning back, now
Please go and hide
Far away; leave me be.

Got lazy, had to rush. 30 minute track. Enjoy. Maybe I will update with lyrics on Soundcloud, at some point.

Made in 40 minutes while being on the phone the whole time. Could only use one hand. I apologize, in advance.

Some flaws, but such is life.

Recorded externally via a mic and my Yamaha PSR-E423.

I think it sounds haunting as fuck.

Viva Saudade, mi amor...

Slightly nonsensical German through a lovely vocoder.

Ich bin cool
Ich bin stark
Ich bin sehr Disko Magik
Ich bin hier,
Und ich bin druben
Ich bin eine Robomatik

Warning:
We face a threat, the likes of which we've not yet seen. We encourage everyone to hold onto their butts. Let me reiterate: this beast is relentless; it will not stop. I hope you hold onto your butts.

Dreamt + Temptation

As to why Google doesn't count 'dreamt' as a word outside of a search, I will never know.

Theme of Mental Illness

Lyrics

As my mind slowly drifts away
Into the darkness
As my eyes close and then decay
In a state of starkness
I let the voices come to me
Let them take over
They stave off all my sanity
There is no closure

I can't believe
What you say to me
They tell me I'm insane
With voice in my brain

I can't believe
What you say to me
They tell me I'm insane
With voices in my brain

As my mind slowly drifts away...

8-10-14 2HTS submission, theme was 'Nothing'. I went minimal house of sorts on this one.