I have a headache

Sometimes I'm not sure
if i'm even human
maybe it's these tentacles
where there should be a scrotum
and why do i have
9 fingers on each hand?
maybe it's true
I'm not really a man
They say that humans are descended from apes
if someone could tell me what I am
that would be great
don't have much in common with these other primates
if someone could tell em what i am
that would be great
they say that humans
don't have a proboscis
but i'm pretty sure
that's exactly what my cock is
and why do i have eyes
in the middle of my chest?
perhaps i need to ask a scientist

I got these bones that bleed
ebony ivory
planted in my garden head
rollin in my flower bed
finger nails are ten feet long
all these breaths that keep me goin'
in and out like burger sin
drink and drive to your apart a ment
kiss then do my best to hold it in

wake up in the morning
remind myself that I am human
expand my circle of compassion
oh, but it pushes you away

I fill my bank account
with chocolate cakes and sauerkraut
cut myself with credit cards
I'll get down, lay down, stay down, wait now
to be swallowed by a snake
wouldnt have it any other way
ill take it with me to the grave (how?)

look down the mountain where we came from
the jungle that we escaped from
when death was our next door neighbor
when fear was not just made up

I fall down then get up,
When life starts to gets tough
Stay accountable for my mistakes
I got strong love and strong hate,

Count blessing and them some,
Pray for help when i run
Show my hand when you've won
Try again when it's all done

Ive done tried it on my own,
And even know im grown
I still look
I still search for my place called home

When i wake everyday,
I know this life i play,
Has no restarts
Cuz we get dont no breaks


Im just like you,
I breathe like you
I see like you
You see it too
With the way we move,
We got to prove,
Love one another
Like humans do

i rely on blind fate,
Times i just can not think straight
I work jobs, and give back
It's not enough i know that

I'll laugh when i should cry,
I count down til i die
I try not to act surprise,
And just try to enjoy life

Ive done tried it on my own,
And even know im grown
I still look
I still search for my place called home

When i wake everyday,
I know this life i play,
Has no restarts
Cuz we get dont no breaks


Can we be more than human one day?