They say it a curse tho,
I take in stride, they have to die,
But aint the worse tho,
They swallowing their pride, yeah they had to try,
they had dreams,
all those Bubbles I had to go burst those,
But I aint the first one to do this,
I was born this way, they try to keep distance
Try to keep my name clean, like dishes,
Try to find the one I try to stay a misses,
Its confusing, cuz what I end up doing,
Is luring these boys to death, its somewhat human,
Then consuming his brain, in this way,
that its somewhat inhuman,
But I at the end I keep moving,
They were shocked when there was no honeymoon,
Ill Try again soon probably with a better dude,
I know we are seeing some different views,
Ill change soon,
Plus Im tired of killing too
They say Im a black widow
Nah, that be insane, Im more engage,
What can I say then tho
Its just my mind change on me everyday
But all the men they know,
That I go thru things, when it rains it pours,
Constantly changing my status,
Cant help it that Im praying mantis
Oh, do I wanna go thru this,
Just after our first kiss,
Is this all worth it? My baby seems perfect,
Now Im getting nervous,
He got us a 10 year plan, (damn)
Says he want kids, couple of boys,
Show them how to be a man,
I dont think I can
Im going crazy, but maybe,
I can try to keep this man,
On my end, he dont deserve dying,
On the inside, yeah Im crying,
What a girl gotta do?
How do I get thru?
I do I kill this high then?
All my friends said so and they knows how it goes,
Every time I fall, and get too close,
Im not trying be evil,
But my life aint that simple