raise your voice

posted in OHC686 on Dec 02, 2021
stand your ground
when you tear it down

speak your voice
as your flag your hoist

hear the withered cries
that you can't deny

we can take no more
we can take no more

battles rage
our hope made fade

but we will stand
for what we demand

we can take no more
we can take no more

the worlds erased

posted in OHC683 on Nov 11, 2021

before the sun shines out its rays

of the final light before better days

can i still see the stars 

through the bitter glowing haze

the steely grip shuts us away

to give our children one more day

but those distant lights still call my name

the worlds apart that we erased


posted in 2HTS387 on Aug 29, 2021

i was going to just watch starla's twitch stream, but then she asked where my song was, so i had to make one.

left among the reeds at sunset

posted in OHC672 on Aug 26, 2021

started with a gritty industrial song, didn't like it, started something else, and crashed before i saved.

made in 15 minutes from a single take recording of whatever acoustically interesting things i could find around the house.

Your Love

posted in OHC662 on Jun 17, 2021
your love is like the cold of the moon
deeply cold and always there

your love is like the dark of the moon
hidden distant but always there

your love is like the stars in the sky
beautiful inspiring and so far away 

your love is like the galaxy
impossibly huge
and it makes me feel small

insignificant in the face of your pull
like a black hole ready to swallow me
string me along as i fall into you
and all of me is torn apart

iridescent reflection

posted in OHC661 on Jun 10, 2021

a million small spheres each with their own version of the world they've inhabited for only the briefest of time. every one of them coloured by their own frailty, shifting and writhing as they loft hopelessly in the currents they are trapped in. a moment of joy, imperfect and suddenly ended.

Never Quite The Same

posted in OHC659 on May 27, 2021

bittersweet like the love in a dream

never quite as real

covering faults with decadent thoughts

never quite as true

aromatic in the dark

never quite the same

filling my mind with nostalgic drops

never quite remains

sickly sweet and blinding bright

never quite what you want

an aftertaste hanging in the air

never quite as real it seems

hot frog bubbles

posted in OHC654 on Apr 22, 2021

I got to thinking about an ambient track centered around bubbles and water noise with cold wind blowing, but then it sounded like frogs to me which made me think about frogs in the backyard when we're swimming but that wasn't hottub enough so i thought maybe some beats would spice it up. yep.

a tightly woven thread

posted in 90MC013 on Apr 20, 2021

a tightly woven thread makes light of the cord between us

holding us to better things as we speak lies and truths ever closer

do not let these threads unravel

bring fast your grip to winding ever tighter

make the way before you certain and firm

save your regrets for another day

for when that last moment arrives

it is the binding of fibers that gives us the greatest strength

how come

posted in OHC653 on Apr 15, 2021

entirely composed from samples sourced from my washer and dryer. Turns out you get a nice reverb when you stick your head in it.

technically that means the entire signal chain was dry.

solid as a stone

posted in OHC647 on Mar 04, 2021

i stood still 

solid as a stone

even as i was tossed away

spinning over the void

splashing down over and over


and as i sank

i would not be moved

and as i fell

i would not be moved

and as i lay

i would not be moved

i stood still

solid as a stone

even as i was tossed away

tear it all down

posted in OHC644 on Feb 11, 2021

mostly this, but not in this order, because.. chaos. or something.


burn burn tear it all down

the smoldering coals of a life left wasted


flame flame and make it hot

set the world on fire and throw it away


smoke and ash rising in the sky

the putrid air choking

heat and tears burnished on your cheeks


turn your back and be consumed by the heat


staring back

posted in OHC627 on Oct 15, 2020

i see my reflection

screaming back at me

i see my intentions

breaking through my screen


callus frosted wisdom

reaching back inside

entangled moments fracture

steal away my lies


Ripped Paper Reclaimation

posted in OHC611 on Jun 25, 2020

I found this track tightly wound up and wedged between some bricks in a wall. It fell apart as I tried to extract it from it's masonry prison. I took the tattered fragments and lovingly reassembled them. Most things don't go back together undamaged.


Candy Coated

posted in OHC610 on Jun 18, 2020
it fills me up but i'm still empty
sweet on my tongue and poison in my head
chew it up to make it go away

choking on the shards always makes me feel ok

does the flavor lie
if it tastes so good
do my thoughts betray
like i said they never would

throw it out and make it stop
unwrap another shiny waste of time
empty the bag and put it over my head

there's never one more chance

You've Gone Away

posted in OHC607 on May 28, 2020

Improvised Lyrics and Vocals: Lyra Lilith 

Arrangement: Children of the Monkey Machine



No lyrics text on this one. She made them up on the spot after looking at the pictures for a few seconds and sung them with no pitch or time reference!

Drowned in Mud

posted in OHC606 on May 21, 2020

Ambience, Kalimba, Vocals: Children of the Monkey Machine

Lyrics, Vocals: Lux Delora

Vocals: Lyra Lillith  


Recording live instruments is tricky!


The roots of the willow, drowned in mud.

Feathers of a pillow, too many floods.

Trapped inside, continuously growing.

The mud has dried, the wind still blowing.


Oh! Locked beneath, no escape, I see the teeth, and the open gapes.

No! Hear me! Hear my screams! It has me. Endless dreams! How much longer can this be?

Calling willow, endless floods. Ill never know, what I owe. The wet dirt drawing bugs.


The waters, they washed ashore. Their daughters, screaming out the door.

Claiming houses, claiming land. Their busy spouses, and their empty hand.

Quickly pacing, with the buckets. Endless racing, all their screaming, causing ruckus.  


Into the Blue

posted in OHC605 on May 14, 2020

An ultraquick collaboration between Children of the Monkey Machine and his daughter.  


Hastily written ambience: CotMM

Words and Vocals: Lux Delora



I close my eyes, just to think. Its basically just a really long blink. Blinking and closing my eyes, as the colors fade, from the skies.


I slowly fall into the blue, and I see the shadows engulfing you. As I cry and scream for help, all they hear is a welp. A welp they deceive as a sound of pain, when really, Im just in vain.


I never should have gone into the blue. I see the shadows, around you. I fear what they will do to you, I never should have gone into the blue.


Help me! Can they not hear my call? Do they just want to tear me until I fall? They tear me from those safe, warm arms, and now I am so far. I write these letters in bold, and now, I am so, so cold.

The Killing Joke

posted in OHCTF2 on Jul 25, 2008
Some noise-ambient silliness, thrown together hastily for your enjoyment.

Uses the following samples exclusively, in their entirety:

Your Locals on the Fifths

posted in OHC015 on Jul 09, 2008
Hastily thrown together while I'm stuck in a hotel room away from my family.

Turns out I had a few loop libraries on this laptop along with B4 and Absynth...

The floor in here smells like sweat :(
Votes (60)
Round Date
OHC685 Dec 02, 2021
OHC684 Nov 25, 2021
90MC043 Nov 23, 2021
OHC683 Nov 18, 2021
OHC682 Nov 11, 2021
OHC681 Nov 04, 2021
OHC680 Oct 28, 2021
OHC679 Oct 21, 2021
90MC038 Oct 19, 2021
OHC678 Oct 14, 2021
90MC037 Oct 12, 2021
OHC677 Oct 07, 2021
OHC676 Sep 30, 2021
OHC675 Sep 23, 2021
OHC674 Sep 16, 2021
OHC673 Sep 09, 2021
OHC672 Sep 02, 2021
OHC671 Aug 26, 2021
OHC670 Aug 19, 2021
OHC669 Aug 12, 2021
90MC025 Jul 20, 2021
90MC024 Jul 13, 2021
OHC664 Jul 08, 2021
OHC663 Jul 01, 2021
OHC662 Jun 24, 2021
OHC661 Jun 17, 2021
OHC660 Jun 10, 2021
OHC659 Jun 03, 2021
OHC658 May 27, 2021
OHC657 May 20, 2021
OHC656 May 13, 2021
90MC015 May 11, 2021
OHC655 May 06, 2021
90MC014 May 04, 2021
OHC654 Apr 29, 2021
OHC653 Apr 22, 2021
90MC013 Apr 20, 2021
OHC652 Apr 15, 2021
OHC651 Apr 08, 2021
OHC650 Apr 01, 2021
OHC649 Mar 25, 2021
OHC648 Mar 18, 2021
OHC647 Mar 11, 2021
OHC646 Mar 04, 2021
OHC642 Feb 04, 2021
OHC631 Nov 19, 2020
OHC626 Oct 15, 2020
OHC625 Oct 08, 2020
OHC622 Sep 17, 2020
OHC621 Sep 10, 2020
OHC620 Sep 03, 2020
OHC617 Aug 13, 2020
OHC615 Jul 30, 2020
OHC612 Jul 09, 2020
OHC610 Jun 25, 2020
OHC609 Jun 18, 2020
OHC608 Jun 11, 2020
OHC607 Jun 04, 2020
OHC606 May 28, 2020
OHC605 May 17, 2020