i was once younger and an innocente little naive child
one could not believe a 12 year old does not know what a dildo is
never been too hyped on sex and never understood jokes about dresses
world was a really weird place
you knew you were ... you knew you were something
but they expect you to be everything that you are not yet capable of being
a tower of responsabilities weighting a whole concept you can't even grasp
for eventhou it seems so easy, 20 yeas ago they'd arrest my kind
cassually sucking dick at night in dark lit bathroom stall of a shitty park
but knew i knew iknew but i wasnt absolutely sure
to simply ignore the pressure of existing as a creature constantly doomed
to be ignored to be shunned to be cursed and sent away from youtr family
to simply be scared to be hurt for being your self or maybe just hurt
for thinking that what is shouldn't be and what is'nt not only could, but will
i knew i knew i'm sure i knew
the path to be taken is not the one that shall make mother proud
and the world that was being created will not be understood from likes of y'all
for it is for me, my sisters, my brothers, my mothers, my father
my children? am i someone's mother?
and i know oh i know
i don't know if it's you or you but someone is and many had
im glad to know how things changed and how things are still needed to change
and i am jealous of everyone else that was lucky enough to be here know
to know that someone is not cursed by the thoughts and the pressure of what suround us
i know i know