(Why can't "donut" start with the letter "c"?)

Lyrics:

Answering. Not answering.
Too far gone, too old and brittle.
Antiquity. Your time has passed.
The moon might wane, but you're still here.
Still holding onto the night's last light.
Still making plans, no intention of showing.
Time to move on.
You're too far gone.

I'll be the better man. Please don't look away.
All part of the life. What else can I say?
You've been a big help. You all did great.
I feel so proud. Please don't look away.
Take hold of my hand. Face it with strength.
Let's lie in the sun. What a pretty day.
I know I'll see you again.

sober for too many days
my desert opens up to the rain
I feel like my old self again
at least now I can be consistent

drifting, doing donuts in space
fuel up with frustration & pain
cause I've been here before..
as I wake up on the floor

oh sugar, baby
you're no good for me
theres gotta be a better way to release
without ya baby, could you set me free?
I think another hit'll give me the strength to leave

I never thought I'd turn out this way