i'm sorry i didn't believe in you patrick

caught in a moment, captured in time

polaroid image of you and i

in faded color we will never die

a glimpse of love under pale skies

night fade to memory with that chaotic scene

where love was simple and our hearts were clean

in a snapshot of us forever we seem more simple

a moment frozen in our dreams

the edges worn, the colors bleed

but the love we share is still at ease

got it all in the frame, i'm feeling free

our love story never to be ceased

night fade to memory with that chaotic scene

where love was simple and our hearts were clean

in a snapshot of us forever we seem more simple

a moment frozen in our dreams

every glance, every sigh

every low and every high

in our hearts, eternally fly

our love immortalized

now you don't

so you fell off, wagon wheel

never saw the little house

trusted the airbag, rookie mistake

no safety for inconsistency

no honor among thieves

i've got something up my sleeves

i used to think a lot about it

i'd be lying if i said i don't still

how did everybody see it but me

running joke that they never spoke

held it all together, now you don't

can't even bear to read your note

not wasting time just being blunt about it

been there before, fool me twice i doubt it

catch me pouring it out, not here for the pouting

barrel of fish, no need for the shouting

vent it off, call it an outing

pure consumption may be the loudest thing

but it could ease the sting

i used to think a lot about it

i'd be lying if i said i don't still

how did everybody see it but me

running joke that they never spoke

held it all together, now you don't

can't even bear to read your note

here tonight at my door

evacuation underway

where do we go

don't have much more

and we're not poor

i was dreaming

of a blue sky, not today

ride the storm out

shelter in place

clouds open up

you'd hardly know

just don't look down

it's all gone

what now

you don't hear me

when i talk

or when i drown

come crashing down

and spin around

you oughta know by now

they won't help you out

you can't get out

even if you had somewhere to go

face the madness of crowds

gonna themselves

and no one else

clouds open up

you'd hardly know

just don't look down

it's all gone

what now

you don't hear me

when i talk

or when i drown

melting weather

just lay around

don't go out there

at least together

when we're fading out

her face, she faked a smile

haunting

in the heat

oooh doo doo

don't go out

don't go out there now

don't go out there

we'll beat our chest

and killing time

we're drying out

out loud

shoot my shot

only chance i'm getting

drinking a gallon, thirsty yeah

haunting

in the heat

i melt away

i'm okay

i melt away

and i'm okay

drying out

what a difference it made to me

your game is a sin

how do you justify this?

do you really think

you can justify it oh

i'm really losing my faith in people

you made them think

they'd always win

if they were in this together

like it was heaven sent

baby you will lose your shit

oh it goes without saying

that you're a victim or a scumbag

the funny thing when i see your face

it makes me feel pity

so i'm always watching you

treat you so cold

i don't want to talk about you (dish towels and shit)

there's a place in the back of my car

i'm gonna dance around it

what ya gonna tell your upline

couldn't really build your downline

what ya gonna tell your upline

karen's gonna pissed

multilevel marketing is a fucking scam

what i feel is pity

so i'm always watching you

treat you so cold

i don't want to talk about you (dish towels and shit)

there's a place in the back of my car

i'm gonna dance around it

Got lipstick, red balloon, and pig emoji lol. Pink stuff.

The trumpet sounds was inspired by the pig. Tried to make it sound 'airy and light, but classy' per my fiance.

Thanks for letting me upload a louder mix. this one's still pretty quiet imagine how bad it was lol!!

lofi inspired by the fan

first time here :)