You sit at the kitchen table, alone tonight. They're gone. The wife. The kids. Of course, you were too fucking weak to save them. You fucking loser. After their funeral this morning you went directly to the liquor store to ease this crushing burden. Knocking over several empty shot glasses in the process, you pick up the bottle of vodka once more. This time, you ignore the glasses, and gluttonously consume the contents. You selfish fuck. The light is off. You promised yourself you wouldn't cry, but here you are. You can't even keep a promise to yourself. You sit. Your entire existence is the table, the bottle, and your failure. There's a gun in your bedroom dresser, you remember. You walk down the hall, and close the door behind you.