falling
falling
falling
I've always felt like I was falling
when did I start falling?
can't remember not falling
if I could remember, could I stop falling?

JARSKI #1

you feel yourself toppling, turning end over end in the air, it almost feels like you're not there, like you have no substance, and the clouds rush by and the water vapor gathers at the corners of your eyes and you wonder if it will hurt when you hit the ground, and then you blink and suddenly

i was at the office today so no real entry from me but i ran onto the office piano and did an improv

You've been falling, but who knows for how long? The longer you descend, the faster you go, and yet...having been falling for a while with no chance that you'll land somewhere, you just kind of come to accept it. You're going down, and there's nothing to stop you. Our only fear is: where and when do we stop?

I kind of squandered my time trying to figure out some new hardware setups but I didn't know enough stuff and my first 40 minutes were wasted.

A lot of live recording of parts including MIDI keyboard drums. Also very little attention to sound design or mixing

You may have forgotten something on your way down...

Let it drop and fall down to the abyss!

Once upon a time I was full of life, full of future. As the years passed and the world laid its wrath inside me, I became only the shell of who I was.

Now, I roam the path of momentum one step at a time, hoping that tomorrow will be better.

i did NOT finish please don't judge me